Dixin Cider

Hello there!

Hey hey! I hope everyone is having a great weekend so far. It's a holiday weekend. I'd like to send a big thank you to anyone that has served our country! You've helped to give us the freedom that we frequently and unfortunately take for granted. A few days ago someone I was hanging out with says "why the F should I be thankful for those guys?? They didn't do anything for me!" I was pretty disgusted. I mean, we seriously would be a completely different world without some of the things that our veterans have done for us. I guess some people are just so naive to know any better...or just don't give a shit. Oh well. So thank you to any veterans out there. We really appreciate everything you've done! Have a few this weekend to celebrate ;) And come in to say hi to me! I'll be around a lot this weekend so I hope to see you all around. Thanks for all of your support! Its really so nice to be back on here doing webcam. Ive really missed it very much and its so nice to get such kind words from you all. Thank from the bottom of my heart! See you soon. Xoxo Dixin

Hey!

I don't know youBut I want youAll the more for thatWords fall through meAnd always fool meAnd I can't reactAnd games that never amountTo more than they're meantWill play themselves outTake this sinking boat and point it homeWe've still got timeRaise your hopeful voice you have a choiceYou'll make it nowFalling slowly, eyes that know meAnd I can't go backMoods that take me and erase meAnd I'm painted blackYou have suffered enoughAnd warred with yourselfIt's time that you wonTake this sinking boat and point it homeWe've still got timeRaise your hopeful voice you have a choiceI hope I see you soon,Because you're fond of me and I am fond of you.These days I guess that's all it takes,That and just a few mistakes.And I have made mistakes,Yes I have made mistakes today,Yes I have made mistakes today,Yes I have made mistakesSo tonight I'll be your Brooklyn,So cold and yet so far away!Just tell me what you want for me to say,And if it brings you home?I guess its safe to say,We both could use this fire escape,Cause I've been breathing ashes in,And I've been waiting for something to carry you away.Cause I have made mistakes today,Yes I have made mistakes today,Yes I have made mistakesSo tonight I'll be your Brooklyn,So cold and yet so far away!Just tell me what you want for me to say,And if it brings you home?So I hope you travel safe,And I hope you're coolI hope you find your way,Because it's sad but it is safe to say,We disagree on one too many things.And I have made mistakes today,Yes I have made mistakes today,Yes I have made mistakes?

Hope all is well!

I'd like to thank everyone so much for all your kind words and caring ways. I hope everyone is doing well and staying safe. It's great to see you guys around here again. Here are some lyrics from a song that is very inspirational to me. I like to listen to it if having a tough day or feeling down. I love how music can help things like that. It's one of the big reasons why I enjoy being a musician. It's great to make music that can touch people. Muse- Invincible Follow throughMake your dreams come trueDon't give up the fightYou will be alright'Cause there's no one like you in the universeDon't be afraidWhat your mind conceivesYou should make a standStand up for what you believeAnd tonightWe can truly sayTogether we're invincibleDuring the struggleThey will pull us downBut please, pleaseLet's use this chanceTo turn things aroundAnd tonightWe can truly sayTogether we're invincibleDo it on your ownIt makes no difference to meWhat you leave behindWhat you choose to beAnd whatever they sayYour souls unbreakableDuring the struggleThey will pull us downBut please, pleaseLet's use this chanceTo turn things aroundAnd tonightWe can truly sayTogether we're invincibleTogether we're invincibleDuring the struggleThey will pull us downPlease, pleaseLet's use this chanceTo turn things aroundAnd tonightWe can truly sayTogether we're invincible

Too cold for November!

What the fuck?! I woke up today and it was 27 degrees outside! That\'s friggin crazy. I wouldn\'t mind so much if I didn\'t have to leave the house but I have some classes I had to be at for 8 this morning. As long as it doesn\'t snow yet I guess I can deal with the cold. I do enjoy some Christmas time snow. It helps the season feel a little more merry and all that happy shit :) After Christmas there really is no need for snow. Unless someone like yourself decides to come snuggle up with me during a stormy blizzard next to a fireplace or something fun like that! Uh huh...I could totally go for that. Has anyone been watching The Walking Dead this season? I\'m not sure where they\'re going with things this season. It seems like 4 weeks into the story there should be some type of definitive plot or theme or something and I\'m just not seeing it. I could be wrong...I\'m horrible at guessing the endings to movies while watching them! I always choose the wrong person to be the bad guy or assume wherever they are taking the story is where it\'s gonna go. I should know better lol.Well I hope all are doing well and having a nice day. I\'ll be online around 1-5 today so I hope to see you then. Thanks!! Xoxo Dixin

Hey there! :)

Rainy and cold Sunday here. Just hanging out and getting ready for some football games to start. I hope everyone had a fun Halloween! It's the start of the holiday season as far as I'm concerned. Next up...Thanksgiving!! MMmmm...LOVE IT. It's such a great time of year to spend with friends and family. It's also such a fun time of year here online ;) I have been a very naughty boy this year...I may need some punishment! I am hoping to be online tonight. I've been using WiFi to connect my computer to the internet but it seems as though the connection speed is not strong enough to be able to do it. Soooo I am working on getting a nice long ethernet cable to be able to plug directly into my home's router. That will finally solve my problems! Then I will be able to stick around here nice and long for all your viewing pleasure :) Nice plan? Yeah! Well...I'm going to get some lunch now and do a few things. I think I'm going to get myself a haircut today. It's been about 4 weeks. I like to keep it nice and short. Do you like it like that? Hopefully so! Hope to see you soon guys! Thanks for everything!

Hi!!

Wow! The weather got really nice out for today! I might have to get outside and enjoy it because the cold winter weather is coming soon. I'm really not a fan of winter. I seriously wish I could move somewhere warmer but can't. Oh well! I just try to enjoy the hot summer air while it lasts each year. It's only for a couple of months but I make the most out of each day. I get extrememly horny during hot weather! :) I love suntanning while naked! The hot sun on my naked skin feels so amazing. I LOVE IT! I also love getting a nice rubdown of oil in the hot sun. MMM that feels so good. Starting on my back and tense shoulders then going down to my ass and legs. Turn over and get my front all nicely rubbed down! It's so nice and I'm getting so turned on just thinking about it! Well, hopefully this winter passes quickly so I can get back outside soon :) I absolutely cannot wait! So much fun. I hope you all are doing well and that you are having a nice day. I will be around tonight for anyone looking to stop in and have some fun. It should be a good time ;) I miss you all and can't wait to hear from you! Thanks for everything guys! See you soon.

Happy Halloween!

Hey everyone! I hope you all have been having a nice Halloween week and that it's been safe for you! Been going pretty nice here for me. It's been such a fun week! I'm from Boston and the Red Sox just won the World Series! It was so crazy. It's really fun to be a part of something special like that. I remember when the season started and people didnt even think that they would make the playoffs!! What a turnaround! The weather has been getting so cold in my place lately...I may need some help steaming things up a bit! ;) Im extremely horny and want to do so many fun dirty things! I hope that we can do that together soon! I love turning you on and imagining you getting off to me. Ohhh yeah! :) Feel free to let me in on any fantasies or role plays that you have ideas for. I'm absolutely willing to make them come true! If i dont have what you need to help it come true we could always make a time in the future to give me some time to make it happen. I try to please my fans as best as i can! I'm looking to be online this afternoon hopefully. Hope to see you there! Thanks for all your support! See you soon xoxo

Monday...blah...

I love the weekends so so much. I just wish that it could last longer! Mondays are always such a drag :( I always stay up much too late on Sundays and it's always so hard to wake up to get ready for my day on Monday. I feel so drained today :( Not fun! I managed to get up and about today though! I've been able to get online a little bit today. It's pretty exciting to see my old friends and make some new ones too! I really enjoy meeting people and talking about all of our sexual and non sexual interests. Talking about sex gets me so turned on! I have such a great imagination and can come up with so many sexual ideas in my head! I seriously get so hard and wet just from thinking about fucking :) I have so many fantasies that I still want to live out. I haven't had a 3some yet but would seriously love to! It interests me to know how that would feel and if it would be weird being around those people afterwards. Id hope not! I hope to do that soon.I hope to see you all around soon! Thank you so much! xoxo ~Dixin

Sunday!

Sunday's are SO relaxing! It was such a beautiful day outside today. I loved it! The fall time is such a nice time of year. I'm not exactly looking forward to the freezing cold winter coming up though :( That's never fun...unless you like outdoor winter sports...which I don't. I really need someone to cuddle up with me and keep me warm...that's the problem ;) Will you help me stay warm? Mmm. I'm getting ready to watch some Sunday night football. Peyton Manning is going up against the Colts for the 1st time since he went to Dever. It should be a pretty good game! Denver is incredible this year! It's looking like they could take the Superbowl this year. I love football and it's definitely my favorite sport! My Patriots lost today due to some obscure bullshit rule/call :( I was so excited that the Jets missed the field goal and then that shit was called! Oh well...there's always next week! I should be fixing this WiFi problem that I'm having soon and should be able to get on cam again. Sorry to keep you waiting! I'll be back soon! I promise. I hope everyone is doing well! See you soon! ~Dixin

Heyyy!

Hi everyone! I hope all are doing well. I've been having a very nice weekend. I'm excited about tonight! I'm making a very delicious dinner and then may have some friends over while we play board games and watch the Red Sox game. GO SOX!! I'm hoping the Sox win tonight so we don't have to go to game 7. I really love playoff baseball! I haven't been able to get online very much this weekend because my internet connection has been very poor. I've been having to use WiFi and the router to the house is kind of far away from my area of the house. I've been trying to find some tips on how to increase Wifi signals. I hate losing my signal and getting booted offline :( Sorry if anyone has had that happen while I've been on with you in my room. I'm sure I will figure something out soon! Well, I guess I should get going and get the food ready for dinner and my party tonight! Thanks for all your support and such. It feels great to be back online and I'm looking forward to start doing some very sexy shows for y'all! I have some very exciting ideas and can't wait to play! :)

Hi!

Hey everyone. I am about to get online so I want to make this blog short but sweet. I truly love all of my fans. I really do. Every time that you show up on here I feel awesome. I hope that you keep on coming because i plan to be around here for a while. Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions Oh let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh, take me back to the start. I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are

Get me into the top 10 % :)

I haven't been in the top 10 % in nearly half a year...mostly because I've spent a lot of that time laying off from this and observing. But I want to be there. Mostly so that I can be able to do Party chats again :) I love showing myself off ;) I love showing myself off and cant get enough of it! The first person to take me private or that tips me to get me into the top 10 % will receive a special prize. I can't wait to see who it is!!I cant say thanks enough to all that have helped me around here. i love you all truly. I will send some emails about this Dixin Promo . Thank you all again! DixinTheres no one in town I know..you gave us some place to go....I never said thank you for that. I thought I would get one more chance a chance. What would you think of me know...so lucky so strong so proud. I never said thank you for that. Now I might get another chance.Those are lyrics from a song I love :) From Jimmy Eat World I listen to that song every time I miss my 1st love. You really never do get over your 1st.

:)

Everything is going so great!!! I love my life and everything that is falling into place with it. I'm very excited about what the future will hold for it. I spent many many months fearing what would happen and worrying about it. Now it is all working out well. I love it! I am getting ready to head on to my room. I love when you guys are so happy for me to be here... I'm very happy to be here as well. I love talking to you about everything and everything. I love to go off on rants about anything you want to talk about. I love showing sexy places of my body for some tips in return also ;) This place is so fun and a great place to have some fun. I get pretty horny on hot days and its supposed to be VERY hot in the next few days! :) I cant wait! lolI seem to get extra horny for some reason when it's hot out. I'm not sure why but I am NOT complaining. I love it and I get these erotic ideas in my head just by thinking about it. I love summer! I hope you all stop in to say hi and I cant wait to see you. I miss you all and love to see you. Thanks for everything! Dixin

Love y'alls!!

Hey friends...you guys really make me feel special and it's always a fun night when I'm on here. All the more reasons for me to try to be on as much as I can :) I sometimes am reluctant to be on because when I have those slows nights where nobody comes to visit or spends credits I get kind of down...but those kind of days are obviously going to happen. It's not a clock in and get paid by the hour kind of place...you just have to be yourself and hope for the best!! My attitude lately has been that at night I have really not much to do and talking to everyone here keeps me busy and happy...so why not!? :) I have fun and you sometimes get to see me be a little frisky ;) Hope to see you guys again soon!! DixinWhen the sun came up we were sleeping in sunk inside of blankets...sprawled across the bed. And we were dreaming. There were moments when when i know it ends. The world revolves around us. And we keep it going. Keep it going on. Sing like you think no ones listening...you would want for this just a little but...just a little bit. Sing me something soft sad and delicate or loud and out of key...sing me anything.

VODs

Hey...I've been spending some time lately watching my own vods. It really turns me on watching myself play with myself for you all lol. Is that weird?? I'm kind of seeing what y'all see...I give a pretty darn good show :) I'm trying to be online more. I miss being around here for 15 hours a day like I used to. Damn day jobs haha. Well, hopefully watching myself blow some loads has influenced me to give some more to ya very soon :) I've been so damn horny!! I can't wait to cum again on cam. It's been sooooo long!! If you ever have any requests or such feel free to ask. Send me an email or whatever. I will try to best to set it up. I am very willing to do just about anything on here that I can to please you. Thank you so much for your support. I promise I'm going to keep giving you great shows because you all serve it. I love my fans :)I found a new band called Straylight Run...well they're not new but my finding them is new. They are my new favorites. I love finding new bands that I love. I can't get enough of them!! Been listening to nonstop.

What's with all the rain? :/

Soooo while the rest of the country is currently enjoying nice and warm weather here in New England it has been in the 40s and 50s all week with lots of dreary rain. It's been pretty cold. I'm looking forward to getting some warmer weather soon. Especially because the warmer weather makes me extremely horny ;) It just makes life a lot more enjoyable I'd say. Warm weather is also a lot nicer for my other job serving/making ice cream. That place is a ghost town when it is like this. It's pretty funny how fast it can get busy once the sun comes out to warm things up. Enough about me...how are you all doing? I hope this week has been going nicely for you and that you are looking forward to the weekend! Thanks for all your kind words everyone :) I will be on tonight for a few hours. It's been a pretty busy time in my room each time I've been on which makes me very happy :) Maybe I will try for a few group chats tonight I've people are up for it. Hope to see you guys there! We can have some nice conversations hopefully. Thanks again sweets! Dix

Hair cut?

Hey guys. I'm kind of debating on cutting my hair nice and short again like usual or letting it grow a bit. See, the thing is this...it's kind of receding a bit if ya haven't noticed...you have I'm sure lol. So I want to either find a hair style that works for it all cut it ALL off. I'm not sure what I want to do. I would love some suggestions :) I'm open to any ideas but I'm not interested in hair transplant or restoration etc. I like to let my body do what it wants and it appears it doesn't want me to have hair anymore...oh well! haha...I guess I will look hot bald. I've never liked my hair anyway. It's always been too fuzzy or thick/curly. I will have to decide what I'd like to do. Thanks for and ideas that you guys may have. I love being on here and having such nice people to talk to about these things :) I will be back online tonight around 10. I can't wait to see you there!! Talk to you later. Love y'all so so so much and I'm very grateful to be back on here. I'm sorry to everyone that missed me so much. I will try to not leave you for so long anymore. Dixin

Hello All!

It's been a long week and the weekend is here so lets kick back and have some fun! Even though I do work my day job this weekend it's still nice. I'm going to see Hunger Games tomorrow night which should be super fun. I don't go to see movies very often because they usually aren't worth the $9 ticket price. I am confident this one should be worth it lol. I am ABSOLUTELY going to see The Avengers next weekend :) I've been waiting so long for that to come out. It's going to be friggin amazing!! It's so nice to see all my old friends on here and continue to still meet some new ones! You guys and ladies are seriously so kind and fun :) I am looking forward to continue getting to know you all and have a great time. This is a very fun place to be! I am so grateful to be able to come online and have such nice people to spend time with me. I have been told that I have helped some people on here get through some tough times and that really makes me proud. I don't realize that I'm affecting people's lives in such a way but I guess I am :) I hope everyone has had a great day and I hope to see people around soon. Thanks and take care! Dixin

Back and doing well! :)

Hey everyone! It has been a long winter and I am out of hibernation. I'm sorry that I was away from you all for so long. I miss you all so much and can't wait to hear from you again!! TV On The Radio- DLZ Congratulations on the mess you made of things; On trying to reconstruct the air and all that brings. And oxidation is the compromise you own But this is beginning to feel like the dog wants her bones saved You force your fire then you falsify your deeds Your methods dot the disconnect from all your creeds And fortune strives to fill the vacuum that it feeds But this is beginning to feel like the dog's lost her lead This is beginning to feel like the long winded blues of the never This is beginning to feel like it's curling up slowly and finding a throat to choke This is beginning to feel like the long winded blues of the never Barely controlled locomotive consuming the picture and blowing the crows, the smoke This is beginning to feel like the long winded blues of the never Static eplosion devoted to crushing the broken and shoving their souls to ghost Eternalised. Objectified. You set your sights so high. But this is beginning to feel like the bolt busted loose from the lever Never you mind Death professor Your structure's fine My dust is better Your victim flies so high All to catch a bird's eye view of who's next Never you mind Death professor. Love is life, My love is better. Eyes could be the diamonds Confused with who's next Never you mind Death professor. Your shocks are fine, My struts are better. Your fiction flies so high, Y'all could use a doctor Who's sick, who's next? Never you mind Death professor. Electrified, my love is better It's crystallized, so'm I. All could be the diamond Fused with who's next This is beginning to feel like the dawn of a loser forever This is beginning to feel like the dawn of a loser forever This is beginning to feel like the dawn of a loser forever

Relationships

You know, I really have no clue why I get so involved sometimes with people that I seriously don't even enjoy. I guess it feels so nice to be with someone new and then after the newness wears off all that's left is me looking around saying "what the F am I doing?". I'd hate to say that I stay in things even a little bit longer just because I enjoy the sex but really I do sometimes. I'm not feeling too good today and I think I need to take a different approach to life. I've tried the whole "dont date or being in a relationship...just have friends with benefits sex" and that didn't work for me. I've even taken a lot of time off from the dating world to just be with myself. Hmm, I'm stuck. I do however love talking to you guys on here and having a great time playing ;) That is absolutely for sure!! I haven't been around too much this week. Sorry about that. My last time on cam I was on here for about 6 hours and it was kind of an unsucessful night. But if I don't come on here at all that is an even more non success. So I shall see you guys tonight if you're around :) Thanks again! Dixin

Happy Friday!

Hey everyone! I hope you made it through the work week alright. The weekend is here and hopefully everyone has something fun planned. I should be on a bunch tonight. Other than that I don't have much going on this evening. That should be fun enough for me ;) Hope to see you guys soon! Dixin Muse -"Supermassive Black Hole"Oh baby dont you know I suffer?Oh baby can you hear me moan?You caught me under false pretensesHow long before you let me go?You set my soul alightYou set my soul alight(You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'I thought I was a fool for no oneOh baby I'm a fool for youYou're the queen of the superficialAnd how long before you tell the truthYou set my soul alightYou set my soul alight(You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'Supermassive black holeSupermassive black holeSupermassive black holeGlaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassiveGlaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassiveSupermassive black holeSupermassive black holeSupermassive black hole

Afternoon TV

Why is it so hard to find decent TV shows on in the afternoon? People don't just like to watch over dramatic soap operas after they have lunch. I like to kick back and watch something that is a little more entertaining. I guess I could turn on a Lifetime movie. They are always so much fun! The acting in them is quite amazing as well. haha! Oh well, I'm just bored and want to say hey. I can't get on my room right now but I totally would if I could. I'm counting down the minutes until 2 oclock when I can. It is a hellll of a lot more enjoyable than watching this stuff on tv. Hmm, Jersey Shore is on. That could be fun. I do like to see those silly kids with their crazy partying antics. I'm pretty horny and want to cum soon!! I need a nice private session today i think. Who is going to help me with that? :) I love getting off for you guys. I love treating you guys to just what you want. It really turns me on when you love watching me get off. I can't wait to see you guys! I hope your day has been going well. Dixin

Music

So I was just sitting here with no music on...which is strange because I usually always have something playing but today I did not. I always realized that I was feeling a bit down the last couple of days. I always feel like this just after the holiday season ends and the LONG ass winter begins. So then I pressed play on the music and almost instantly I was cheerful. This is one of the many many reasons why I love everything about music. Why I love learning new instruments and writing new songs. To help brighten peoples lives. It's so great to perform for people so I think very soon I need to make it down to the nearest open mic night. It's very fun to play to others as well as hear some new performers that you may not know about. I need to try to practice guitar at least 30 minutes a day. It keeps knew ideas coming and really helps the fingers figure out what they need to be doing. I will hopefully be on later tonight after some dinner with friends. I will talk to you all then! I've been pretty damn horny lately so get ready for some fun ;) Dixin

New Years Resolution

I'm not sure why I make resolutions because I never exactly tend to stick with them. It just seems like a good to day to start changing something that you want to I suppose. I think this year I'm going to have to go with trying to exercise more. I'm going to try for every day but it's good to rest yourself a day here and there. I definitely did some huge holiday food eating! lol...it's such a delicious time of year! I'm going to have to be careful with all the football snacks that are due up in the next month! Especially the super bowl. There are always some tasty things like chili, buffalo chicken dip, chicken wings,....oh man this is going to be tough! I hope you all had a safe and happy New Year's Eve. I had a very good one staying in here at my place. I hopped on here for a couple of hours and had a fun time with those that were here. Thanks for everything! You guys have really been great and it's great getting to know you. Tonight I'm going over a friends house to play some board games and finish off their holiday food...so much for the staying healthy idea haha. I will be good :) I will try to stop in here if I don't get home too late. I hope to see you all! Thanks!Dixin

Hello!

Hey there! My New Years Eve plans are looking pretty tame. Which if very okay with me. I'd rather just grab a few drinks and snacks at home. I may very well make an appearance on here for the turn of the clock. I don't see why not! :) New Year resolutions are lame. I hate making them because you know you are going to break it. It happens all the time. Some may stick to them. Way to go to them! I'd rather look at it like this...The holidays were a season full of good food, good friends, and merriment and now it is a time to get a little more serious with living a more healthy lifestyle. I will at least give it a try! Wait...I just realized that football playoffs start soon and then the Super Bowl soon after that. That totally messes with my healthy life plans!! Football snacks are so good! Super Bowl food is amazing and it's such a great day of the year no matter what teams are playing. Well it is time to head to work ;) I hardly ever look at this as being work because it's so enjoyable! I thank you all for helping it be that way. I hope all is going well for all. Talk to you soon! Dixin

Hey hey!!

Hi everyone! I had my 1st group chat last night and it went very very well! Thanks to the people that were involved. It was a fun time for me and I hope you had just as much fun on your end of things ;) I'm pretty excited for this year to be over. It's been a kind of difficult year for me so I am totally hoping that 2012 has better things in store for me! I believe however that just a new year is not enough to bring change to someone's life. If you want to change something you have to know what exactly the problem is and know the steps to make it better. I really do know what is going wrong in my life and I know just exactly what to do to fix it...so that is exactly what I'm going to do! :) Yay for changes! Thanks to everyone that has been in my room so far tonight. It's been great catching up with you guys and I've had some great private chat time ;) I seriously love talking with you guys and getting to know you. I'm so happy every time that I get on here and we have a nice time. Happy New Year to those that I haven't had the chance to run into and say it to. I will hopefully see you soon! Thanks! Dixin

New Year!

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Hi!

I am pretty excited today! I have a nice date planned for tonight and I hope it is really fun. I know, not as fun as me being here for you all ;) I will be on tomorrow night most likely so just sit tight and enjoy some of Flirts excellent models. I can't wait to see you guys! Dixin"Walk" Foo FightersA million miles awayYour signal in the distanceTo whom it may concernI think I lost my wayGetting good at starting overEvery time that I returnI'm learning to walk againI believe I've waited long enoughWhere do I begin?I'm learning to talk againCan't you see I've waited long enough?Where do I begin?Do you remember the daysWe built these paper mountainsAnd sat and watched them burn?I think I found my placeCan't you feel it growing stronger?Little conquerorsI'm learning to walk againI believe I've waited long enoughWhere do I begin?I'm learning to talk againI believe I've waited long enoughWhere do I begin?NowFor the very first timeDon't you pay no mind?Set me free againYou keep alive a moment at a timeBut still inside a whisper to a liarTo sacrifice but knowing to surviveThe first decline another state of mindI'm on my knees, I'm praying for a signForever, wheneverI never wanna dieI never wanna dieI never wanna dieI'm on my kneesI never wanna dieI'm dancing on my graveI'm running through the fireForever, whateverI never wanna dieI never wanna leaveI'll never say goodbyeForever, whateverForever, whateverI'm learning to walk againI believe I've waited long enoughWhere do I begin?I'm learning to talk againCan't you see I've waited long enough?Where do I begin?I'm learning to walk againI believe I've waited long enoughI'm learning to talk againCan't you see I've waited long enough?

No Snow...still!!

It seems so strange to not have any snow here yet. It's so weird. I'm sure we are going to get something soon. Which is fun because I get so horny during snow storms! A nice snowed in blizzard with nowhere to go but stay inside and play. So fun! I'm just stopping around to say hey. I hope all is well! Going great here! I hope to see you soon. Thanks! DixinWe Found Love- RhianaIt's like you're screaming, and no one can hearYou almost feel ashamedThat someone could be that importantThat without them, you feel like nothingNo one will ever understand how much it hurtsYou feel hopeless; like nothing can save youAnd when it's over, and it's goneYou almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff backSo that you could have the goodYellow diamonds in the lightNow were standing side by sideAs your shadow crosses mineWhat it takes to come aliveIts the way Im feeling I just cant denyBut Ive gotta let it goWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeShine a light through an open doorLove a life I will divideTurn away 'cause I need you moreFeel the heartbeat in my mindIts the way Im feeling I just cant denyBut Ive gotta let it goWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeYellow diamonds in the lightNow were standing side by sideAs your shadow crosses mineWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless placeWe found love in a hopeless place

Merry Christmas Eve!

Hey all. It's finally here! I hope you all survived the craziness of the shopping. Now it's time to survive the craziness of the family members! That's the bigger challenge I think. Unless you happen to have one of those families where everyone gets along like an 80's sitcom (does that really exist?) Kick back some egg nog if you know what's good for ya haha. This is such a treat...Patriots are on during xmas eve and then Boston Celtics open thier season tomorrow. That makes me pretty happy! It's almost playoff football time and I'm pretty excited. Playoffs are always so intense!I sure Santa brings me everything I asked for tonight ;) My list was kind of dirty and I was kind of naughty this year lol. I'm going to be on tonight...I'm really not sure how many people I will have pass by though. It could be busy or be slow. We shall see! But I hope that I get some visitors because I miss everyone. Hope to see you there! I will probably be doing some group chats here and there. Hopefully we can have some fun! I'm pretty damn horny and want to have a great time with some toys :) It's been a while since I've played with some toys. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!

Hi!

My neck hurts! :( I'm going to come on here tonight for a while but it may only be a short stay. I did something today to mess up my neck a little bit. It should get back to normal after a little rest while sleeping tonight I'm sure. It's really tense and it hurts when I look to the right. Maybe some ice would help...im not sure. It totally does not feel like xmas time right now. It got up to 60 here in New England today and it's so weird seeing all the house with xmas lights. It's kind of funny. I like the warmer weather though. It makes it a little easier being out and about walking around getting stuff done. I'm looking forward to the holiday weekend! It's definitely fun having all of my family around. Lukily I didn't let anyone stay in my bedroom so I should be here each night. I miss all of those that I have not seen in a while. Stop in and say hello if you get a chance! We can have fun and just talk or can have even more fun in private ;) I hope all is going well with everyone. Talk to you soon! Dixin

Merry Xmas

Hey Everyone! I hope you all have a happy holidays week. If you are taking off on vacation or so I hope you have a great time! I am not going anywhere so I should be around here doing what I do ;) I hope to see you all if you are around. Thanks! :) DixinSomewhere Only We Know- KeaneI walked across an empty landI knew the pathway like the back of my handI felt the earth beneath my feetSat by the river and it made me completeOh simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely onSo tell me when you're gonna let me inI'm getting tired and I need somewhere to beginI came across a fallen treeI felt the branches of it looking at meIs this the place we used to love?Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?Oh simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely onSo tell me when you're gonna let me inI'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/keane-lyrics/somewhere-only-we-know-lyrics.html ]And if you have a minute, why don't we goTalk about it somewhere only we know?This could be the end of everythingSo why don't we go somewhere only we know?Somewhere only we knowOh simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely onSo tell me when you're gonna let me inI'm getting tired and I need somewhere to beginAnd if you have a minute, why don't we goTalk about it somewhere only we know?This could be the end of everythingSo why don't we go? So why don't we go?Oh, this could be the end of everythingSo why don't we go somewhere only we know?Somewhere only we knowSomewhere only we know

Hey! Thank you!

Hi everyone! Thanks to everyone that stopped by this afternoon to say hi on my 1st day back here in a while. A special thanks to those that tipped me! :) I'm heading out for a few hours for some dinner and a theater show. I will definitely be back tonight so we can all catch up on what's new. Thanks! More Than Words- ExtremeSaying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 'Cause I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me 'Cause I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words

Blogging to Keep up My Power Score! lol

I will be honest here...I've been off my room for over a week and the power score has taken a beating. I get 500 points for a 200 word blog so get ready for a bunch of nonsense talk.I've been spending most of my time away from here doing silly job searches and applying to jobs online. I have come up way short on all this!! Either nobody is really hiring right now or they don't want me. Let's hope it's the former. So I'm here and totally appreciate everyone that cares about me. I forget that this is a job. This job doesn't seem like work most days and i love that!! I have always wanted a job that I'm passionate about and enjoy being at. I enjoy this. I will return tonight for sure!! Come on by! Flowers In The Window- Travis When I first held you I was coldA melting snowman I was toldBut there was no-one there to holdBefore I swore that I would be alone forever moreWow, look at you nowFlowers in the windowIts such a lovely dayAnd Im glad that you feel the samecos to stand up Im in the crowdYou are one in a millionAnd I love you so lets watch the flowers growThere is no reason to feel badBut there are many seasons to feel glad, sad, madIts just a bunch of feelings that we have to holdBut I am here to help you with the loadWow, look at you nowFlowers in the windowIts such a lovely dayAnd Im glad that you feel the samecos to stand up Im in the crowdYou are one in a millionAnd I love you so lets watch the flowers growSo now were heer and now is fineSo far away from thereAnd there is time, time, timeTo plant new seeds and watch them growSo therell be flowers in the window when we goWow, look at you nowFlowers in the windowIts such a lovely dayAnd Im glad that you feel the samecos to stand up Im in the crowdYou are one in a millionAnd I love you so lets watch the flowers growWow, look at you nowFlowers in the windowIts such a lovely dayAnd Im glad that you feel the samecos to stand up Im in the crowdYou are one in a millionAnd I love you so lets watch the flowers growLets watch the flowers grow

Laaazy Dixin

Hey there. I've been super busy lately. Which means that when I get some down time...I like to just sit back and relax to some music or tv. Sorry I have not been around much this week. I'm going to try to put in much more time this week. Prrroomise!! I've missed everyone a lot. It got really cold out here recently and feels much more like Christmas. I'm really looking forward to Christmas but the thing that sucks is that once it's over...it's a long ass winter to get through with not much to look forward to! lol. Unless you're into Valentines Day (vomit uggh!) Definitely am not a Valentine's Day fan. I think I will have to find a nice winter activity to get into so that I can maybe appreciate the snow a little bit more. But it's sooo cold! It's almost time for football. I think I am going to head to the store to get some football snacks. I love Sundays :) Patriots are playing Redskins today and it's looking like an easy win. You never know though, they've been known to blow some easy games. It can happen. Okay, I hope to be on tonight around 9 or 10est. If you're around come stop in a say hello. Thanks everyone! Enjoy your Sunday. Dixin

Will be here tonight!! Come visit!

I have not been around much this week. I am sorry for all of the people that have been waiting for me. It has been a busy week and such. I miss you all! I seriously cannot wait to see everyone. yay! "Starlight" MUSEFar awayThis ship is taking me far awayFar away from the memoriesOf the people who care if I live or dieStarlightI will be chasing the starlightUntil the end of my lifeI don't know if it's worth it anymoreHold you in my armsI just wanted to holdYou in my armsMy lifeYou electrify my lifeLet's conspire to igniteAll the souls that would die just to feel aliveBut I'll never let you goIf you promised not to fade awayNever fade awayOur hopes and expectationsBlack holes and revelationsOur hopes and expectationsBlack holes and revelationsHold you in my armsI just wanted to holdYou in my armsFar awayThis ship is taking me far awayFar away from the memoriesOf the people who care if I live or dieAnd I'll never let you goIf you promise not to fade awayNever fade awayOur hopes and expectationsBlack holes and revelationsOur hopes and expectationsBlack holes and revelationsHold you in my armsI just wanted to holdYou in my armsI just wanted to hold

New Glass Toy!

I love getting new sex toys! I ordered a glass butt plug the other day and it came in today :) I was very excited and had a very nice afternoon testing it out! lol. It is really nice...but I think I need the next size up! I am a pro at the workings on anal fun I guess :) Glass toys are amazing. I know some people don't like them because they are very rigid and have no life like features to them...but you really only need a drop or 2 of lube and it slides in and out so nicely! So easy to clean up also and can be used with any type of lube. It will pretty much last a life time as long as you are not clumsy and drop it. I'm going to have to invest in a larger sized one...unless someone here wants to get it for me on my wish list (hint hint). I'm extremely horny today and wish I could find some time to come on here tonight but I'm going to be out and about getting some stuff done. Very sorry everyone! :( I will most likely be around tomorrow especially seeing how it's going to be a rainy day. I get super horny on rainy days ;) I will talk to you all later. Thanks for being my awesome fans. You all are fantastic. Have a nice night xoxo Dixin

Football Football!!!

I think this may be the most football I have ever been able to watch during the fall ever. I have always had jobs where I am working during the games. This is not so this year. This season is looking really exciting. Today had some really good games with some exciting outcomes!! I'm from New England so we always expect our team to win and if they don't it's the end of the season lol. But really, Patriots gave up 21 points to the worst team in the NFL so they had best pick up the defense if they want make it to the ultimate game this winter. Other than watching football today I have been looking forward to getting back on here and seeing you guys. I have missed being on a lot. I've been a bit busy with life and the holidays. I'm going to try and be here a lot tonight and tomorrow. Let's have some fun!!! I ordered a new sex toy that will be in Tuesday! :) A large glass butt plug! I can't wait! I want it in my very very soon. Hopefully someone here will help me doing that. Hint Hint ;) See you soon!Dixin

Having a nice weekend!

Hey there everyone! Just wanted to say hello and that I'm having a nice weekend. I probably won't be coming on my room tonight but should definitely be around tomorrow. I hope things are going well in people's lives. They are great here! See you all very soon. Take good care. DixinChristina Perri -"Jar Of Hearts"No, I can't take one more step towards you'Cause all that's waiting is regretDon't you know I'm not your ghost anymoreYou lost the love I loved the mostI learned to live half aliveAnd now you want me one more time[Chorus:]And who do you think you are?Runnin' 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your soulSo don't come back for meWho do you think you are?I hear you're asking all aroundIf I am anywhere to be foundBut I have grown too strongTo ever fall back in your armsI've learned to live half aliveAnd now you want me one more time[Chorus:]And who do you think you are?Runnin' 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your soulSo don't come back for meWho do you think you are?Dear, It took so long just to feel all rightRemember how to put back the light in my eyesI wish I had missed the first time that we kissed'Cause you broke all your promisesAnd now you're backYou don't get to get me backAnd who do you think you are?Runnin' 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your soulSo don't come back for meDon't come back at all[Chorus:]And who do you think you are?Runnin' 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your soulDon't come back for meDon't come back at allWho do you think you are?Who do you think you are?Who do you think you are?

Hey there!

I wasn't on last night and I'm trying hard to get some motivation to come on here tonight. I'm not sure why I am lacking the motivation. I could just be very tired lately. You all wore me out last weekend lol ;) It is very posible to overdue this just like any other work. Hopefully that changes soon. Ok, I'm going to finish this up and get going. Let's do it! Linkin Park- Shadow Of The DayI close both locks below the windowI close both blinds and turn awaySometimes solutions aren't so simpleSometimes good bye's the only way[Chorus]And the sun will set for youThe sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for you[End Chorus]In cards and flowers on your windowYour friends all plead for you to staySometimes beginnings aren't so simpleSometimes good bye's the only way[Chorus]And the sun will set for youThe sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for you[End Chorus]